last night

another nightmare.

This one, my father (in the world) came to me in bedroom that was outside. He began to become quite intimate with me. I was nude and he began touching me
and saying "I just want to love you"...it was fucking awful...I looked at this hologram, bearing the guise of my father and gave him the "what in the fuck are you doing?" cool...dead stare....and he seemed shocked....and said "oh...I guess I should be going now"

I woke up with the thought...you're absolutely goddamn right you'd better be going now you sick fuck.

Here's my thing, what the fuck are the nightmare people thinking...like...they're gonna put shit like that in my head and then expect me to be all happy and merry about the jii they're trying to get a hold of????

Man they really don't get it....like, regardless of the source, I view them as all "connected" therefore...all responsible for what's happening to me...therefore....all in need of some serious lessons in self control, respect and honesty...

like person F...sends out signals like that....then throughout the next day...I see persons Q,X,Y,Z, A, E, G, T and Y.....well, say clear person G would like to get a little psychic kick...heh heh...but I'm still thinking about the nightmare that person F sent me the night before....and doesn't person G know about it??? And doesn't person G realize this is some seriously traumatic shit that's being pushed on me??? And doesn't person G realize I don't even know who person F is in the first place????

Then there's the matter of person F using person/persons J,K and L to send messages, get close to me and generally mess with my mind, while I'm thinking it's persons J,K and L that are acting like maniacs. The when I fifure out at least, in part who person F is/was....by that time, the damage is done, I've already send back msg's of fuck off to persons J,K and L and are they hurt by this?? Who knows??? Do clear people feel at all??? In this moment, I'm again, thinking...probably not.