Sunday, April 29, 2007

and a free set of Ginsu knives


they showed me visions of my "past" and said "this is what you want"
the joke of it is, I didn't want to relive my past....I found my past
considerably disinteresting. The only thing to do is move on, I kept
thinking. They never heard. They showed me faces and voices of
people, trying to get me to interact (but mostly feel) as I would've
but I knew it was all fake....all like some foggy interpretation of
glyphs on ancient pottery...."oh" they said "THIS is what this meant to you"
but it didn't....I thought, "you'd think a race of "superior beings" would
knock off the crap....or at least stop making reallly bad guesses"


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Incrimination of innocent people
One well documented effect of torture is that with rare exceptions people will say or do anything to escape the situation, including untrue "confessions" and implication of others without genuine knowledge, who may well then be tortured in turn. There are rare exceptions, such as F. F. E. Yeo-Thomas, G.C., who refused to provide information under torture.
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Secrecy/publicity
Depending on the culture, torture has at times been carried on in silence (official denial), semi-silence (known but not spoken about) or openly acknowledged in public (in order to instill fear and obedience).
Since torture is in general not accepted in modern times, professional torturers in some countries tend to use techniques such as electrical shock, asphyxiation, heat, cold, noise, and sleep deprivation which leave little evidence, although in other contexts torture frequently results in (pinball) horrific mutilation or death. Evidence of torture also comes from testimony of witnesses and from breaches of discipline as for example, the untrained and indiscreet amateur photographers of Abu Ghraib prison.
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Motivation to torture
It was long thought that "good" people would not torture and only "bad" ones would, under normal circumstances. Research over the past 50 years suggests a disquieting alternative view, that under the right circumstances and with the appropriate encouragement and setting, most people can be encouraged to actively torture others. Stages of torture mentality include:
Reluctant or peripheral participation
Official encouragement: As the Stanford prison experiment and Milgram experiment show, many people will follow the direction of an authority figure (such as a superior officer) in an official setting (especially if presented as a compulsory obligation), even if they have personal uncertainty. The main motivations for this appear to be fear of loss of status or respect, and the desire to be seen as a "good citizen" or "good subordinate".
Peer encouragement: to accept torture as necessary, acceptable or deserved, or to comply from a wish to not reject peer group beliefs. At worst this leads to competition between torturers to produce more pain or harsher results.
Dehumanization: seeing victims as objects of curiosity and experimentation, where pain becomes just another test to see how it affects the victim.
Disinhibition: socio-cultural and situational pressures may cause torturers to undergo a lessening of moral inhibitions and as a result act in ways not normally countenanced by law, custom and conscience.
Organisationally, like many other procedures, once torture becomes established as part of internally acceptable norms under certain circumstances, its use often becomes institutionalised and self-perpetuating over time, as what was once used exceptionally for perceived necessity finds more reasons claimed to justify wider use.
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Medical torture
Main article: Medical torture
At times, medicine and medical practitioners have been drawn into the ranks of torturers, either to judge what victims can endure, to apply treatments which will enhance torture, or as torturers in their own right. A famous example of the latter is Dr. Josef Mengele, known then by inmates of Auschwitz as the "Angel of Death".
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Effects of torture
Organizations like the Medical Foundation for Care of Victims of Torture try to help survivors of torture obtain medical treatment and to gain forensic medical evidence to obtain political asylum in a safe country and/or to prosecute the perpetrators.
Torture is often difficult to prove, particularly when some time has passed between the event and a medical examination. Many torturers around the world use methods designed to have a maximum psychological impact while leaving only minimal physical traces. Medical and Human Rights Organizations worldwide have collaborated to produce the Istanbul Protocol, a document designed to outline common torture methods, consequences of torture and medico-legal examination techniques.
Torture often leads to lasting mental and physical health problems.
Physical problems can be wide-ranging, e.g. sexually transmitted diseases, musculo-skeletal problems, brain injury, post-traumatic epilepsy and dementia or chronic pain syndromes.
Mental health problems are equally wide-ranging; common are post-traumatic stress disorder, depression and anxiety disorder.
Treatment of torture-related medical problems might require a wide range of expertise and often specialized experience. Common treatments are psychotropic medication, e.g. SSRI antidepressants, counseling, Cognitive Behavioural Therapy, family systems therapy and physiotherapy.
Main article, see Psychology of torture for psychological impact, and aftermath, of torture.





Tucker telephone
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The Tucker Telephone is a torture device designed using parts from a old-fashioned crank telephone. The electric generator of the telephone is wired in sequence to two batteries so that the instrument can be used to administer electric shocks to another person. The Tucker Telephone was invented by a trustee who acted as the "resident physician" at the Tucker State Prison Farm, Arkansas, in the 1960s.

Perpetrators often attempt to justify their acts of torture and ill-treatment by the need to gather information. Such conceptualizations obscure the purpose of torture and its intended consequences. One of the central aims of torture is to reduce the individual to a position of extreme helplessness and distress that can lead to a deterioration of cognitive, emotional and behavioral functions. Thus, torture can be a means of attacking the individual's fundamental modes of psychological and social functioning. Under such circumstances,the torturer strives not only for physical incapacitation of the victim, but for the disintegration of the individual's personality: The torturer attempts to destroy the victim's sense of being grounded in a family and society as a human being with dreams, hopes and aspirations for the future. By dehumanizing and breaking the will of their victims, torturers set horrific examples for those who come in contact with the victim. In this way, torture can break or damage the will and coherence of entire communities. In addition, torture can profoundly damage intimate relationships between spouses, parents, children and other family members, and relationships between the victims and their communities.
causing a wide range of physical and psychological suffering.


Thursday, April 26, 2007

Full Moon btw

you know butcha actin like u donno

So here's some of the important difficulties with the story thus far.

I'm a person who believes in the True Self, the program doesn't in any self whatsoever.

I believe in Mahadevi GanagaMa/Isis/Amaterasu as the formless, nameless, uncountable force which created and perpetuates the universe.
The program apparently believes that the only possible "goddess"/"god" is some sort of tantric/Freudian "embodiment"...essentially a person...who fulfills sexual desire.

I believe in privacy. The program believes in a false "unification" of consciousness so that no thought, word, memory, physical experience or even dream is off-limits and that any of their members can comment, manipulate, steal or even destroy any of these things at will, without consent.

I believe in peace and benevolence.
The program seems to perpetuate these "ideals" but only in the form in the complete dissolution of "self"; and therefore, if one has not dissolved the self, one is subject to attacks, abuse, and cruelty by any member of the program, in any place, regardless of circumstance. Essentially, the program cannot believe in the concept of the 'peaceful man'

I don't believe in Earth deities of either sexual orientation. The program (Ibid Freudian/tantra) believes that it can perpetuate legends of earth gods/goddesses on the person. This includes, but is not limited to, the classical 'Rape of Persephone", Rites of Min/Osiris, and yes, even the wretched nazarene.And by perpetuate, what i mean is that it attempts to push these stories on a life/lives simply to discover a result.

I believe in community.
The program seems to believe in this as well (Ibid "unified consciousness") but without any system of support, devotion or even proper hadab to the ancestors.

I believe. The program believes in nothing.

Monday, April 16, 2007

now you can blog in hindi!


the bar was dead last night, eh, so much for tofu.
this wednesday is the National Day of Silence, to cause awareness of anti-bullying legislation, again...the problem isn't whether "there should be a law" the problem is socio-cultural.
Imagine a world where the questions of "do you meditate" and "do you eat a primarily vegetarian diet" were moot
a world where hate-crimes are an anomaly, not a prevalent behavior...not something that has to be legislated

in the news; (fill in the blank) people were killed in Iraq today as (insert random, desperate act of violence) in (insert random occupied city)
we don't belong there.
Iraq IS Arabic for Vietnam...The word "insurgent" is a complete lie. The United States military are the insurgents. Hitler said he was "liberating" the fucking Polish. and I'm not calling Bush Hitler either...the problem isn't the poster-child for Capitalocracy...the problem is Capitalocracy

in other news:
AOL and Yahoo have apparently decided that hollywoods latest hair style is more important than using their media prowess to expose the truth about war, social inequality and other caca de toro

me? I just want to tattoo and get the fuqu outta here...all this other clearyclearness is just noise.
these folx have been prgramed to think of the "self" as something to be eradicated,( I watch and listen to their propoganda just as much as i do the governments) but there are a few bold and underlined discrepencies in their party line, the groups of them, act like fucking giant ogres...pressing and manipulating....fuquers, I'd be just as glad to go into the middle of nowhere-Asia and live alone...but no one's willing to foot the bill cause I'm your favorite amusing plaything apparently, that's not peaceful, loving or clear...that's just sadistic.
No offense, but one of you get's it in your head to be jealous and I'm the one left holding the fucking bag, when YOU'RE the aggressors...YOU'RE the warmakers...I'm just trying to live my life peacefully.
You're default is seriously faulted and if hate individuals that much, I'll be the first in line when you hand out plane tickets to "not-clear-land".

And Lastly;
The new moon coming up is Ma'at Ha'ab



Sunday, April 15, 2007

in a worlds...a nightmare, poetically revisited, daily

we live in a worlds of madness

people playing themselves or others; characters of characters, a nazi playing a jew....a Nubian playing an Egyptian...a Muslim shouting to hell they believe in the nazarene as the one true prophet.

i figure they should just start issuing straight jackets and medz in elementary school, but the AMA had already begun that process

there's no dichotomy, no time. there's suffering, sure...but to make sleeprs suffer 2x, 10x, 100x what they would normally????? to purposefully cause suffering?

sorry, if I'm the king of the wurld, you're shut down

if the innuendo keeps going, more heads role.

I decided, finally, on the t-shirt I should get printed for the clearycleary ones;
it just says "I'd have to kill you"

it's easier this way...nobody gets hurt...but a message is conveyed...

you don't have what I want.

you're all Orwellian VidHat minds with a seriously faulted default

you're on my side?...or...I'm the head poncho?

you all let me know what dickshunfairy you're reading from....

you all let me know when it's safe to walk the fucking streets, go to work, or the grocery, have a job, breath...and SLEEP without your INTERcorUpption
and I'll buy the party line

till then, it's all fuck u , u fucking fuckers and the motherfucking whoresays u road in on.

Monday, April 9, 2007

a reason y Chapter 47

He took a look at the inside of his head, pretty solid...the real weather, cold slate sky, what a perfect night to go out, he thought...ahh but there's the rub...where to go? where wouldn't they be...where in the whole fucking world could he go that the spooks wouldn't be there, waiting, all moth-flamey, all hungry ghosty...dead eyes with the necrolight behind them. It was the same everywhere he went, it didn't matter if he was speaking to his old grandma, the checkout grrl @ the grocery or someone just walking down the street, they all had one goal, to be noticed, to be seen, felt...He knew the whole world hadn't turned, that the spooks weren't everywhere, but that they weren't about to simply let him go, point the way..."oh yah...go to Miami Beach, or Paris...we have no plans to go there"

He wondered, often , what they would do when there were no more jungle people left, when there was no one left to see them.

He thought if the planet could be viewed by an outside observer, it would see the human species become a colony of ants, blind and devoid of emotion. Without the "sleepers" they'll have no one to feel for them, they'll forget what an orgasm is like, become automatons to the machine.
In a few generations, he thought, things like music and art will become absolutely irrelevant.

It wasn't their fault, he knew it was military project gone wrong.
They had built the perfect control.
It was an absolutely exquisite, mind razor. He knew too, that it had unexpected results. No one wanted their personalities cut away permanently.
No one wanted to "know" that badly.

But meanwhile, they were obviously keeping themselves busy, using the sleepers like their own private gag-reals. It was easy to see mental patterns for them, to use the radio signals to literally manipulate what the sleepers were thinking, in what direction, and with what intensity.

It wasn't their fault, he knew, but they seemed like monsters to him.

After all, if he couldn't simply go out for a drink without hearing them in his head, listening to their vocal under-talk (a skill which apparently was one of the parting gifts for having one's mind raped), "going out for a fun time" had become meaningless.
He wasn't a true hermit by nature, he had been forced to become one.
There were moments he couldn't even stand to look at them, but it was because they used those moments to get inside his head..."make him curious" is what they called it. But they hadn't been truly successful in 100 years, he didn't understand why the continued trying.

He knew that behind each of them, the facade of them lay a guillotine, the program...ready to cut off consciousness and other functions the moment people were vulnerable.

They did not feel pity or love, they were semi-existent, psychological killing machines.

No, he would not go out tonight, nor ever again...until they let him return to the jungle.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

easter?

A while bunch of pagans greviously misinformed RE: Ostara

The classic "painted egg hunt" a ritual to celebrate,
and magically continue the tradition of ,
the destruction of the ancient celtic pagans....

damn.