hmmm Chapter 8764

So, China...specifically, Beijing.

Seems to me when English spells Chinese, it should spell it the way it's pronounced in Chinese...

For that matter, English should be spelled the way it's pronounced.

Take the word "these" for example. It should be more properly spelled "theez"
Because, regardless of social caste, geographic dialect or side of the Atlantic, almost everyone pronounces this word "theez" (with the exception of Italian-Americans from the New York area, wherein, the word is pronounced "deez"

Either way, a double E and a Z at the end are obviously the most appropriate way to spell the word "these"

However, back to the origianl topic; In China, many Chinese words which begin with a "sh" sound are spelled with an X of all things.
The island of Xiamen for example, should more properly be spelled "Shee'ah'min"

I mean, really, how can we ever expect to have world peace if we can't even pronounce one anotherz languages.

(Mental note...write "The Real Dictionary" (allow for dialect varient))

last night

another nightmare.

This one, my father (in the world) came to me in bedroom that was outside. He began to become quite intimate with me. I was nude and he began touching me
and saying "I just want to love you"...it was fucking awful...I looked at this hologram, bearing the guise of my father and gave him the "what in the fuck are you doing?" cool...dead stare....and he seemed shocked....and said "oh...I guess I should be going now"

I woke up with the thought...you're absolutely goddamn right you'd better be going now you sick fuck.

Here's my thing, what the fuck are the nightmare people thinking...like...they're gonna put shit like that in my head and then expect me to be all happy and merry about the jii they're trying to get a hold of????

Man they really don't get it....like, regardless of the source, I view them as all "connected" therefore...all responsible for what's happening to me...therefore....all in need of some serious lessons in self control, respect and honesty...

like person F...sends out signals like that....then throughout the next day...I see persons Q,X,Y,Z, A, E, G, T and Y.....well, say clear person G would like to get a little psychic kick...heh heh...but I'm still thinking about the nightmare that person F sent me the night before....and doesn't person G know about it??? And doesn't person G realize this is some seriously traumatic shit that's being pushed on me??? And doesn't person G realize I don't even know who person F is in the first place????

Then there's the matter of person F using person/persons J,K and L to send messages, get close to me and generally mess with my mind, while I'm thinking it's persons J,K and L that are acting like maniacs. The when I fifure out at least, in part who person F is/was....by that time, the damage is done, I've already send back msg's of fuck off to persons J,K and L and are they hurt by this?? Who knows??? Do clear people feel at all??? In this moment, I'm again, thinking...probably not.

NEW YEAR!!!!!

Night of the living dead nuprofits.

something else

Yah wanna know something?

The nightmare people spend so much energy in forcing themselves into my head, "involving themselves in my mind" playacting....dramatis personae....completely unaware (apparently) THAT I'm taking fucking notes.

I've seen how they are with each other....


their politix, their zombi-sexual fascism, their mundane existances...and I KNOW...beyond a shadow of a doubt, that if I "gave up"...or if I got too old and fucked up and decrepit...that NONE of them would give a shit about me...they'd tell me to fuck off in a heart beat

What the fuck??? Do they think I'm stupid? I've heard your propoganda, Brian is telling the truth about being Clear...that's why I pity you. She's shouting about America....and Americans.

None of them give a shit about someone who doesn't have something to offer in return...they're more savage and cruel than the people they are trying to colonize.

BE WITH US...comes the eternal cry from all of them...in all situations...but the truth is that THEY ARE NOT "WITH" ANYONE....

What if I became disabled...you fuckers???? (and by disabled...you KNOW what I mean)

If I died...there would be no one truly mourning...you've all been so twisted by the fucking program you have no idea how monstrous you've become.

American flaaaaaagg...looks dumb all the time. Fucking AmeriVampires....

Listen, I'm going to a place where, it might not be the greatest, but at least the people honor their ancestors and pray to a Goddess....and not the stupid Western/Tantric/Freudian/Earthly Goddess either...a true spiritual presence...without human form...stupid fux.

American flaaaaaaag.....looks dumb all the time.

wanted to say a few things (same chapter)

First of all, he said, the Spirits are totally thumbs down on the Hariti practice.
I mean, you've got to be kidding.
Look at how nature works, the only time an animal eats it's young is if they won't
survive.

dream-traps 3780

another terrible dream last night, someone on the other end is not my friend
violent, like s&m with no safe word.
Rude, aggressive, demanding...not someone with whom I would want to be
associated.
"whoever you are" he thought..."you might win some but you just lost one"