a little note

If I were reading my blog, I'd think it was a tad incoherent.

Some of things I write here, are this book-esque story which I am not writing but, rather, is simply happening, nightmares daily and otherwise, upon which I'm simply keeping notes....
some of what I'm writing are teachings of the Spirits,

some of what I'm writing are more like an average log...today I went to the store...and such

The way it ties together is that there's this lovely mind-body-nonparadox that I've always had...fortunately, I can keep the details seperated...as in "I always keep my feathers numbered...for just such an emergency"

I like this blog because no one knows about it...pretty much...although...given the nightmares, something might know about it...one can't say for sure.

So a blog might go something like;

today I went to the store to pick up some rice and tofu and wine,
I saw a woman there who gave me the classic 'sniff' and received a message that someone I knew from years ago had something to say to me
the Spirits taught that "thus and so"

I did go to the store, my intent was to pick up rice and such
I did see a woman there...
Later, I did practice divination in which the Spirits taught thus and so regarding said encounter
but the 'message' part is pure nightmare dictation
The nightmare, I think , to which, I shall hereafter refer it; will have it's own "life", it's own say on things, and my observations of the characters within the nightmare (who may or may not be previously known to me) but will be intermingled with my commentary...after all, the nightmare MUST be heard...apparently.
The THEY, them, 'machine people" "clear" etc...will refer to both, the characters in the story as well as the part where they are all being controlled by some horrible rendition of the Hal 9000.

And so I ask the nightmare...Does that make it CLEAR for you? Does that allow the characters to comprehend the absolutely exquisite fragmentation of my mind?

(as well the concept that, the "jungle people"?....aren't part of the nightmare.)