you know butcha actin like u donno

So here's some of the important difficulties with the story thus far.

I'm a person who believes in the True Self, the program doesn't in any self whatsoever.

I believe in Mahadevi GanagaMa/Isis/Amaterasu as the formless, nameless, uncountable force which created and perpetuates the universe.
The program apparently believes that the only possible "goddess"/"god" is some sort of tantric/Freudian "embodiment"...essentially a person...who fulfills sexual desire.

I believe in privacy. The program believes in a false "unification" of consciousness so that no thought, word, memory, physical experience or even dream is off-limits and that any of their members can comment, manipulate, steal or even destroy any of these things at will, without consent.

I believe in peace and benevolence.
The program seems to perpetuate these "ideals" but only in the form in the complete dissolution of "self"; and therefore, if one has not dissolved the self, one is subject to attacks, abuse, and cruelty by any member of the program, in any place, regardless of circumstance. Essentially, the program cannot believe in the concept of the 'peaceful man'

I don't believe in Earth deities of either sexual orientation. The program (Ibid Freudian/tantra) believes that it can perpetuate legends of earth gods/goddesses on the person. This includes, but is not limited to, the classical 'Rape of Persephone", Rites of Min/Osiris, and yes, even the wretched nazarene.And by perpetuate, what i mean is that it attempts to push these stories on a life/lives simply to discover a result.

I believe in community.
The program seems to believe in this as well (Ibid "unified consciousness") but without any system of support, devotion or even proper hadab to the ancestors.

I believe. The program believes in nothing.